I don't post enough.
I don't do much.
I am not that happy here.
I miss my life.

Whine whine.

I could Whine, bitch and complain but I'll choose to say.

I moved to St.John's, not working yet, Visiting my the west coast so I Can get my car fixed.

I miss my apartment, Lisa and my cat.

I'm putting off cleaning under the stairs because I don't want to do it.

cheers

I never update, i'm a slacker. lol. Actually I dont' spend that much time online. I've been busy with school and other things.

so I'm finished School, i'm a Massage therapist now :) Graduate. yay!
just have to write my board exams.

I'm kinda in a .. well.. mid point I guess i'm still in Halifax, i'll be back on the island july 14th! wow so close. i'll miss my friends here. but i'm excited .

then of course it's boards, apartment hunting, visiting st.john's, visiting at home then moving in to the city.

no one of course has to do this I was bored and dont' seem to much care for facebook.
read a way if you feel like it.
if nto
cheers








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Copy and paste message to a new note. Erase my answers and fill in your answers. Tag 10 of your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answer as the person who sent it to you. Remember, if my answers are dumb, it's because the person before me had the good ones!!!!!


1. Name something you use in the shower?
shampoo

2. Name a product for men?
beard tint

3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield?
parking ticket

4. Name something a man might buy before a date?
breath mints

5. What is another word for blemish?
puss pocket

6. Something you cook in the microwave?
popcorn

7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving?
sofa

8. Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman?
mommy complex

9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner?
humps legs

10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for?
urine test

11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for?
building fires

12. Name a phrase with the word home in it?
there's not place like home

13. Name a sport where players lose teeth?
rugby

14. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day?
extra homework

15. What is a way you can tell someone has been crying?
glossy red eyes

16. Name a bird you wouldn't want to eat?
crow

17. Name something someone would wear with a hole in it?
socks

18. Name something that gets smaller the more you use it?
tee hee pencil

I'm getting on the plane to newfoundland!!!!!

Excited much? Damn skippy. My heart is happy with the thought of my island.
<3

Here I am traped in my room kinda lame. Well I normally don't mind but I'm a little lonely. Don't get me wrong I'm not sittin in my room sobbing because no body loves me. I'm sitting in my room to give my room mate time with her man which is nice. I'm happy I'm not with just any one and I'm happy to not be putting pressure on my self to find someone.I know what I want, I have no confidence to go for it. This day is a little silly I hope if I do find some one to love me that they would show me often enough that Valentine's day still won't matter to me.I'm fine to be alone, I don't want just any one. but what's sad is I just want something I can never have.

.. I have nothing to write.. or .. well.. maybe I do.. hahaha.

perhaps none of it excited to you people you might take the time to skim.
I got work placement at a clinic while i'm home for march break! I'm excited for 3 reasons.. 1. work placement, learning, good on resume stuff. yay! 2. NEWFOUNDLAND!!!!!!!! I miss it ever so much. my mommy, sisters ( minus one sadly, I miss you SISTERFACE) my brother. and connie and lisa, and buddy and the boys and rozzy! eEEEEeek! or some other such girlie noise.
3. I will not be in my school for a week! I get next week off of class ( i still have clinic and first aid) then I have a week of class then I'm home on march break slash work placement.

so I think I might go out to a metal show tonight, there's one going on just down the street and I'm dying to go rock out. it would be the 1st show I've gone to by myself. scary haha.. I know that's so lame to say but it's true. I'll go to a eat or see a movie by myself, I perfer shopping alone, but I've never gone to a show or to the bar by myself. I don't meet new poeple that easy. hahaha. I guess my point is it's a big deal for me + Metal shows are awesome.

now I think it's time to start using my time wisley.
cheers

Just home from clinic.. I'm tired, so I'm going to take my boring ass to bed.
I need a new room mate, the looking part totally sucks. Rafi is moving in with his lady.. so Sarah and I are kinda stuck.. sigh.. I hope we can get someone in.. because i'm so broke it's crazy.

I've been lonely, not always but it hits me every now and then, that sucks.

schools keeping me busy.

that's all I have to report.

I'm gonna go get crackers and take my lame self to bed.

cheers

the Dang Cats got flea's.. AGAIN! I got the hardcore stuff.. they were all dead.. then poof fleas again.
bitch and moan , bitch and moan.

busy with school, tired, sore..
nothing to report.

cheers :P

my lap top is totally fuck-ed .. BOOOOooo! i'm at home, using my mommy'
s computer right now.
sigh. poor lappy.
i'm holidays from school yay!!!!!!!

had an exam this morning, then I went walking in the rain. kinda like it.. even when it's cold.
that awful sound my sneakers make when I walk on tile floor, the drips running down my cheeks, the curls in my hair...
refreshing, sometimes some one needs a little rain to wash it away.

Have you ever found an old MP3 disc, or mix disc made for you or anything.. well I suggest you do that, sit back and have a little flash back session.

I had been feeling shitty for a while, then 2 weeks ago I decided to walk to school with my disc man ( something.. I pretty much never do.. why I don't know it was Awesome)
Any way I get my stuff together, grab smoke before going out and I got out and it was raining and windy.. but not too bad.. as I neared closer and closer to the bus stop it got worse and worse. I started thinking maybe I'd take the bus and not walk, but then I said no fuckers I'm going any way.. ( yes this is what I thought) .. As soon as I passed my stop it stopped..being so angry and crazy.. it was raining but softly so.. I had the MP3 disc.. from 80's and 90's : i had titled it vomit from the 80's and 90's. I got to song after song, and i was hitting memory after Memory. I felt so at peace, laughing and smiling. I felt like me again, and I havn't looked back... haha all cause of a super old disc.. full of old tunes of memory.

yes this may come out at babble.. well.. that's cause it kinda is.. but it's what I have to update. :)

seems like I never update this any more.
I'm currently cooking supper for my room mate and her bf/ my friend Jay. it's not to feel useful.

school is busy and i'm stressed.
my room is a giant cluttery mess and it's eating away at me.
I miss my family, but I will see them soon.
I'm out of milk and down want to go to sobeys :P so maybe I won't whip the potatoes

that's it.. for now lol.

Saturday night and here I am.. on livejournal.. oh how sad..

some many things suck right now. I hate the way I feel 98% of the time.

I'm sure it will look up.. currently.. doesn't seem that way. bitch and moan and bitch and moan

sorry to any one who looks at my page. I'm currently re-doing it out of bordum.. and it's ugly as heck now..
lol. I have to run do something.. and have no time to fix it :P

I miss everything.
I did stuff yesteday I was productive.. i'm hoping for the same thing today.

gonna get some school stuff done, clean a little. see how it goes.

I miss my boyfriend. I'm tired. school is busy, clinic 2 times a week starting and ending my week.. is getting to me.. only cause they are a 8/9am starts and i'm there till 8:30pm boo.. when it moves to wednesday it won't be so bad.
not much going on besides that, missing my family and my pets back in NL. dealing with my room jam packed with junk.
sigh..
wish there was happiness and rainbows to report.. but not currently

ugh my room is still in shambles :( getting there thought. I'm taken a little break my knee is killing me. ugh.. but I still have so much to do. mahe..
I'll get to as much as I can , then sleep. school in the Am.

i'm sitting on the sofa with buddy. been going through some old test.
finally 2nd year. whoot. I must say.. when I went part time and spilt year 1 over two years. was a mistake in a way. I would like to just be done have over with. then I would be in Tenn already with Garrett. but this is not the case.. and I have one year left.. so, I sit getting a head start on it.
I want to go back to halifax, but I don't feel I've gotten enough time with people. I'm lucky I got in to st.johns for a quick little visit. Josh come home for winter holidays :P or holiday time, or hell christmas break.. I dont' care what you call it. lol.
I didn't get enough time with Dracy. I love him. we always have great convo. same with Lorne. I've bearly seen Lisa. I was lucky to see Amy a few times.
oh my .. whine whine whine...

so i'm waiting to hear if I got funding or not... it's killing me. I really need it. to get my last year funded.. would mean so much. I'd be one step closer, pay some of my debt down. I wouldn't have to be worrying all the time . sigh so everyone send postive thinking and focus on me getting funded. please. :)

going through old msg.. this one has to be my favorite. I love you Amy.



Amy
May 23 at 6:20pm
what the crap is he moving to nashville for?!?!?! lol
is he taking a job as a cowbow?
cause you know... you're indian :S